༏༜ 𝕻𝖊𝖆𝖈𝖊 𝖇𝖞 𝕻𝖊𝖆𝖈𝖊

Not allowed to shower anytime but between 4am - 5am...

Rarely given a time to do laundry, if I can it is only between 10pm - 4am...

No space to put my clothing, hanging or folded...

Space my clothing is put has recyclables, and misc. other junk stored on top of them...

Not allowed to work days at all, and not allowed to work nights before 8 pm, not allowed to work Saturdays or Mondays, and I have to have weekend nights available to be with family... (single gig/days exceptions)

Because of these rules, I have no real job. Am told if I do find overnight/graveyard shift it can only be part time...

Have to give 1/3 of my income ($200/mo maybe) to bills...

Do the dishes five times a day...

Empty the trash several times a day...

Empty the recycling several times a day...

Take the trash to and from the curb for pickup days once a week...

Do laundry for daughter/wife 4-5 days a week...

Fold and hang/ put away laundry...

Make food 3 times a day, not including for me...

Sweep the common areas 4 days a week...

Clean the kitty litter 3 times a week...

Clean and fill cat and dog water reservoirs once a week (3 of them)...

Feed the cats and dogs several times a day...

Walk the dog six times a day...

Lawn work for hours as needed...

Take daughter to toilet 10 times a day...

Make drinks for daughter several times daily...

Dose and give daughter daily medicines...

Call, communicate, schedule and go to monthly doctor visits, pharmacy runs...

Grocery shop, clothing shop, cleaning and maintenance shop, organize, use and put away several times a week...

Help my daughter with her schooling for long lessons above her head.

No smoking, no drinking, no cannabis, and no coffee allowed...

Expected to be available from 2pm - 6am as normal hours awake...

Face constant criticism for not having a driver's license (I owe thousands of dollars to get reinstated)...

Constantly judged for not having more money...

I am told my lack of car mechanic and household maintenance skills make me useless...

I am made to feel scrubby/grungy/dirty because I only make it to showering a few times a month, and I don't change up what I'm wearing enough...

And there's much, much more that I just haven't bothered to communicate here. I feel so jammed up on a daily basis, for years it's been this way while I wait for a big change to come. It never does...

I am ready to give up, but that's not an option.