Inglorious Redemption
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Joel is not an entirely heartless, thoughtless freak of unmanageable bigotry .
by Someone Left Behind on January 28
There is a lot of material on these blogger websites I have created, some of it good, some of it downright bad. In keeping with all sincerity and trying to capture the human element, that is that we all have our moments in lapse of reason, our doubts of others, I will not erase any of the material as it stands now.
A strange thing has begun to occur, I am not sure how it works. I have recently posted things backlogged, essentially hidden in back posts when they are published live. Somehow at least a dozen and more (the numbers are as shady as this in regards to my stats) people see these hidden posts within minutes, seconds even of their hidden publication.
I feel the presence, see the images of those I affect, hear their would- be words reflecting on the things I bring to light. Despite the stigmata of my life buried in foul mouthing of my mental health, and my relinquishing in defeat these truly political attacks at times in the spirit that I can only fix my own life, I do believe firmly in my own perspective, consciousness if you will as I am gifted it from my God.
To those I have offended, know I hold no ill will towards you for your lives going on to other successes. I only wish that my own extreme set of valuable talents were not so overlooked, unheard or recorded and left idle to share and prosper.
Over the years, I have learned that the most important person at any given time is the person in front of you. It is just that at times I wish they were you. This is valid for anyone who may know it at all in their heart, mind, and from this breath of spirit from me to you.
Especially my estranged, but never forgotten son, Shane. May love and family follow you to the ends you meet from now until the endless time you follow home.
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Joel Has a Very High (99th percentile) I.Q.
by Have A Desire
The most unimaginable thing has happened to me so many times, that I find that nothing is unrequited into the category of real possibility. “If ye but had faith, ye could move mountains,” and we do. We do.
The Meaning of Bless
by Blissed and Out on September 04
If I were to consecrate the grounds on which I continue living in the most Bless Ed. way I can, it would first I believe be the conquering of Bliss in modular or life path Siddhis and enlightenment type illumination.
English.
Major realizations happen along the path of our lives, and the most difficult thing to do during these periods is to maintain the intellect we are meant to exhume during these periods. That is to say that mystics of the sacred ladder showed in their works, as testament to The Holy Bible and all of the literary and historical comparisons, that our perception and consciousness when pushing past the limits we previously perceived is for teaching us to be brave in the dark. That is, meditation and contemplation, karmic work and realization lead to magics both dark and light, but these magics are kept in the dark. This I would say to be natures way of a Bless Ed. functio preventing harm doing with those abilities gifted in practice and public use from doing harm. That is if you stand in the right in relation, sometimes granted, in a very broad sense.
In this life of I am Bless Ed. with, I most savor those moments I stood so alone it was rightfully mine to experience sacred gifts that enabled me to perform in front of and for people, and the experiences based on what those times meant to me are my most sacred possessions.
So, as far as what my family has done to me, the friends and ex relations who have buried me, the associations and people who have done me no threat but their own limited judgement and coercion, Bless Ed.
Invisible People exist. I am one of them no more than my ability to accept and overcome the desire to accumulate a treasure trove of my experiences related to share what I feel has been a ;life filled with magic.
For that reason, I could give a fucking rats ass if these people wear on my reputation. I have conversed with ghosts, full bodied apparitions, I have stepped into other worlds for many a moment, I have seen things move by no hand visible, I have followed whirling nebulas of spirits down a Civil War hallway, I have seen a triangle of UFO’s save me, I have had a tornado push my car from 5-55mph, I have broken walls, thick boards of oak and stronger, I have seen Bless disappear sitting in the lotus with no covering, I have lived the hunt of serial killers on my trail and helped them be killed or apprehended, I have fought with training stemming from the lotus, through yoga, into forms held still for hours in all 27 opposing, each form it’s own part, then done the tai chi to connect them, I have fused my muscle, bone and tendon, ligament and fibrous nerves so tightly that at 200 lbs., I look like a 5’10” 150 lb. man, I ave had an otherworldly crystal arrow, solid and unfolding in midair five feet long, three feet wide, I have walked 100 miles in two days a dozen plus of times, with moths of training doing 30-35 every day straight, all unfolding and learning 60% of the map of the entire Los Angeles Area on foot, I have been gifted with a moonlight sonata blasting concert arena loud music from top secret technology in the streets of my city, then nearly murdered i the aftermath, I have climbed a mountain near 3000 Ft. with expert ledges to the top with no ropes or restraints, freeform, I have seen this whole country, I have held positions ranging from captain dishwasher (pantry) with 13 banquet rooms, and two restaurants to service in busy holiday style, I have been a professional caddie for some for the best in the world, I have been a restaurant owner, I have the training and experience to become one of the world’s best comics, I am one of the best vocalists that exist, and I am fuckig classically traied performance musician with goddamn talent, no matter what my pig headed hateful “half” siblings and fuckhead ex father may rival to deny, I have one of the highest I.Q’s (tested) of anyone on the planet, have fought a good fight as peacefully as I could, and boy have I managed. I have now written the most wonderful run - on ever in my life.
Welcome to the ‘Bless Ed Ward’.
My life, ain’t so fucked.
My life has been fucking training to rock your world.
Ozenoz One is coming.
And so am I. Need a wet nap.
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